LONELY_______________________LONER

Lonely im so lonely,

I have nobody,

To call my owwnnn

Im so lonely,

im mr. Lonely

I have nobody,

To call my owwnnn

Im so lonely.....

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there

ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like

ya kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,

coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was

Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years,

tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz

Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

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Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life,

after all I put u thru u still stuck around and stayed by my side,

what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right,

I really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

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Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through

Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u

Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint no one in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me be so happy but now so lonely

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Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long,

I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and come on home (come on home),

baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out,

I never wished Id ever hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

Im so lonely (so lonely)

Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely

So lonely, (so lonely),

Mr. Lonely, so lonely

So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely),

Mr. Lonely

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Tadi somebody sms me and he wrote the chorus of that song.. (suara cHipmunks tuh cute seh..)

suddenly somethg crossed my mind..

how i wish i can make someone so lonely, damn lonely

that he will crave back to me

begging not to leave him

my mission will be considered accomplish when he dedicate this song to me..

to some extent that even he is a loner he realize that he cannot live without me

hahaha.. and at that point i'll be honoured to reject him

refuse to look,

refuse to listen and

refuse to give chance

wah, this is hatred... takutnya...

jiwa kacau

Dear,

i just came back from a journey, a quest of searching something tht infinitely questionable..
ive been through so many things, yet neglecting more of my obligation of creation... aper aku mengarut nih.. actualy aku rasa mcm tak tenang..makin hari makin serabut..tak sure tentang apa..tapi rasanya tentang dia.
apa?kenapa dia? dia siapa? ..kenapa aku perlu dia!!? bodohnya... kenapa perempuan seperti aku begitu lemah sehinggakan membiarkan dirinya dimanipulasikan..mengapa satu entiti dr kaum Adam ini begitu dominan walhal kunjungannya tidakku undang, laungannya tidak ku sahut, peluangnya tidakkan ku rebut..
aku ingin berkongsi>>>

kalaulah cik siput boleh berlari
kan dikeliling buana tika dinihari

kalaulah si gonggok lancang bersuara
dibelanya nasib mitra teraniaya

kalaulah termaktub unggas bertangan dua
nescaya tercabar sang semut pekerja kota

kalaulah pak belang tompoknya menjadi
masakan bahtera dirampas kemudi

kalaulah sang monyet tinggal di sisiran
ketam berjenaka, ikan bersiulan

apa semua ini?

kalaulah fantasi bertukar realiti
mungkinkah imaginasi akan lebih bererti?

andai duniawi dikocak naluri
adakah nafsu bertakhta dihati?

alangkah ria riak wajah
alangkah sayu melankolik menerjah

dimana fokus hijabmu?
dimana mata akalmu?

mengapa kau tak sependirian
masihkah terus aku dikemudiankan....................

Dear diary, u know i like to write things and u know how much i love to have someone as a listener..
but pity u r not responding.. u know whut, i started to write when i was still young i can say..
i dont need you becoz i have someone to share everything with. my teens time was remarkably fun and exciting...but what ive experienced in the past few days is hard to identified.i truly hope that it would be

R E W A R D I N G.


+ is that too much to ask??????!!!

my all-time friend...we'Re the taPah toWn gurLss...huahuahuaaa.... (at my houSe tuh..) 

tentang dia ialah tentang saya...............

TENTANG DIA>>> finally dba dah tgk citer nih. nk kata best sgt tuh, pd dBa xlah best sgt..tapi touching jgk laa..mayb siapa yg pernah rasa 'disakitin' or 'dikhianatin' akan lebey fhm whut its all about..citer nih menarik dr segi how it projects love as a very universal and subjective matter..cinta pd Tuhan, ibu bapa, adik beradik, sahabat dan kekasih.. part yg best masa Randu ngan Gadis dLm hujan,,kire kLimax arr tuh, sedih wa ckp lu..btol ckp gaDis,, mayB stengah org tak tahu or faHam apa rasanye 'disakitin' dan 'dikhianatin'.... RASA SAKIT BANGAT!!!!!!!hahahhaha.... dBa suka gak ayat si Rudi ckp kt Gadis >>

" lo boleh nggak percaya sama org..tapi kalau lo nggak percaya sama org yg syg tulus sama lo,,
itu beda tau nggak!! itu namanya pengkhianatan...dan itu sakiton! "

huyyoo.... kesimpulan nyer ... korang simpulkanlah sendiri... dBa bkn nyer pakar sgt dlm bab2 nih.. boJed sure masTer.. daH baper ramai yg ko 'sakitin dan khianatin' nih bojed? hahaha =P
anyway, some1 pnh ckp kt dBa "i can shut u off completely from my life, if i want to" ___
perghh... tht hurts...............................................

nih gMbr aku poyopoyos nk jadik modeL... nk catwalk x cukup tinggi, so tiRu patung pun jadikLaa..hahaahaha.. anyway, nih time aku g high tea miNahss opisss arituh.. =P 

counting days..............

huaaa... boring........... nk kahwin..... =P

Ada Apa Dgn 'May'....

i accept him on an early morning in May

after a single talk

after a 'little' fight

after all the tears gone right

but those were not whut really matter

d glory was d thing that need to be considered

he was able to touch my most sensitive part

of course nothing else accept my heart ;p

the more time we spent with each other

we knew we wanted to be together

sincerely hoping God will hear our prayer

just to think of this man i've come to adore

makes my feelings begin to soar

it amazes me how much i love this man today

the man i accept.... one early morning in May

miNah oPiss

hehehe...aku mungkin ter'hilang'kan diri aku buat seketika coz secara tidak langsung telah menjebakkan diri ke alam pekerjaan..huhuhu..praktikal mmg mcm keje aper sbb ader punch card.. mingle around with d veterens is quite an experience.. bertambah ilMu pengetahuan dan general knowledge.. kire aku tgH polish bakat bergosip aku arr..hahahaha... tapi if u guys realize, we can learn a lot dr our own observation, i mean kalo kite x rase sendirik environment tuh, x feel sendiri situasi tuh.. mmg lain.. lain betol lah..

em,ha!!ada dpt sorang kwn baru... 'andalusia'... (anak dara lanjut usia) ..umoq dh 35, shian dia masih soLo.. tp janji rock.. kalo kome nk tahu..aku skrg dah di nominasi dlm ktegori MINAH OPISSs.. my siBlings dok kutuk aku..deMe kata " sejak bile gheti baCe2 noveL nih woi" __huhuhu...akak andalusia nih la yg jaDik tokan..dia bwk bnyk2 novel soh aku bace sBb everytime dia cerita psL novel2 aku mesti x tahu satu aper..hahahahah...tapi bagus gak..kdg2 time keje, takde customer buat enquiries, aku bleh aa tamBah kosa kata ayat bunGa2 aku..tapi dah 3 buku aku bace nih sume psL kawin pakse.. lelaki org kaya anak datuk tp jahat suka poya2.. pompuan bdk baik wif great personalities... bcinta lps kawin.. pusing2 lagu tuh gak..
hurm... i dont believe in those craps... do you??

smlm dBa siap join high teA pelitawaNis ( persatuan biNi2 dan staf pompuan tNb ).semorang keNa pakai baju warne biru.. suppose mak aku pegi..tapi dia ader aktiviti perKep (persatuan bini2 dan staf pompuan poLis) plak,hahaha.kire aku ganti mak aku aa..pLus temankan rakan2 se'praktikal' yg lain.. dress up in BluE.. head to toes lah..x penah aku pakai serBa biru.. heels pun biru tuh!~ jgn lupa handbag skali/// hahahhahah... koRang dpt bygkn x betapa fenomeNa minah opis nih melanda aku.. =P

aku hidup dLm blues x besh.. bLues cLues better.. ( rabu ngn khamis, 9:30 pagi, hanya di TV3) hihihi...